不去想昨天的梦
我决定今天好好的过
Been really busy with OP and mass dance this whole week. It's like a daily routine, go to school in the morning for dry run, then head for mass dance, and volleyball/lepak/continue dancing with my 203 peeps! So.... it's tomorrow, OP!!! I believe we will be able to do it, go guyz! Lord be in control tomorrow, guide me as I speak.
Well, not like anyone even reads my blog but if anyone notices, I've been wearing a cross necklace lately. Bought it for myself a couple of weeks back. I'm not putting it on display at my neck to show the world that I'm a holy person or whatsoever, but I'm wearing it because I hope it would help me remind myself to praise the Lord in all circumstances. No matter where I go or what I do, wearing this necklace makes me feel that God is always with me, watching over me. When I do the right thing, I imagine God supporting me, smiling because He's pleased with me. When I'm about to do something wrong, it won't just be my conscience pricking me but God. The fear of the Lord. And no matter how things go, I want to keep in mind that God has a plan for me, and everything happens for a reason, in His hands.
This kinds of brings me to what I want to share about how much I've grown through the year. With 2011 coming to an end, I can say it has not been an easy year. I've went through a whole lot, but I'm glad God pulled me through. I wouldn't have made it without God. I look back on the days I felt like dying, the days I saw no more point in living, the days when I'd lost all hope and all meaning to life, the days when suicidal thoughts flood my mind, the days I had no appetite, the days I ate for the sake of eating, the days I cried every single waking minute, the days of sleepless nights with the company of my wet pillow, the days I only had me myself and I. How did I manage to overcome them? It is by God, through God, and no one else.
I can never thank God enough. I just want to grow stronger in Him. Because after everything, I've learnt enough. Learnt enough that it is never certain for someone to stand by you forever, except the Lord. "Now all I am, I lay at Your feet. One thing I know, I'll find all I need, in Your unending love, in Your unending love."
我决定今天好好的过
Been really busy with OP and mass dance this whole week. It's like a daily routine, go to school in the morning for dry run, then head for mass dance, and volleyball/lepak/continue dancing with my 203 peeps! So.... it's tomorrow, OP!!! I believe we will be able to do it, go guyz! Lord be in control tomorrow, guide me as I speak.
Well, not like anyone even reads my blog but if anyone notices, I've been wearing a cross necklace lately. Bought it for myself a couple of weeks back. I'm not putting it on display at my neck to show the world that I'm a holy person or whatsoever, but I'm wearing it because I hope it would help me remind myself to praise the Lord in all circumstances. No matter where I go or what I do, wearing this necklace makes me feel that God is always with me, watching over me. When I do the right thing, I imagine God supporting me, smiling because He's pleased with me. When I'm about to do something wrong, it won't just be my conscience pricking me but God. The fear of the Lord. And no matter how things go, I want to keep in mind that God has a plan for me, and everything happens for a reason, in His hands.
This kinds of brings me to what I want to share about how much I've grown through the year. With 2011 coming to an end, I can say it has not been an easy year. I've went through a whole lot, but I'm glad God pulled me through. I wouldn't have made it without God. I look back on the days I felt like dying, the days I saw no more point in living, the days when I'd lost all hope and all meaning to life, the days when suicidal thoughts flood my mind, the days I had no appetite, the days I ate for the sake of eating, the days I cried every single waking minute, the days of sleepless nights with the company of my wet pillow, the days I only had me myself and I. How did I manage to overcome them? It is by God, through God, and no one else.
I can never thank God enough. I just want to grow stronger in Him. Because after everything, I've learnt enough. Learnt enough that it is never certain for someone to stand by you forever, except the Lord. "Now all I am, I lay at Your feet. One thing I know, I'll find all I need, in Your unending love, in Your unending love."
