Tuesday, December 27, 2011

等那天你才真的看透我们认真爱过
但这些又算得了什么



Used to it, so used to it. Used to all these nonsense that you throw at me every single day. I've been living with this for 17 years, what's new? It's not that I don't love you, don't want to obey you, but sometimes you just can't see that I've been trying, trying so hard since day1. All you see is my flaws, my imperfections, the wrong things I do. You've never given a damn about the things I do right. But I'm used to it already anw, often I just keep taking in your criticisms, your judgements, or even your beatings, I just tolerate, and tolerate, and tolerate. I don't even wnna utter a word or bother to argue. Doesn't mean I don't feel anything. I'm only human, I have feelings.

But...... Oh well, "You were only given this life because you're strong enough to live it". God gave me this life for a reason. Thank you mum, you've made me so much stronger.