Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight


Happy CNY~~~ Will post about CNY again another time. For now, I'm just feeling.... Sick. 2 days MC, 2 days of staying home eat sleep eat sleep & not doing anything else, but still not well yet. So much work to catch up on, but I'm not studying. Can't continue like this, gotta buck up!

It's your mum's birthday today and I went to our shared twitter account to post a birthday wish even though no one but me will see it. Can't help but read all the old tweets from that account. Some made me laugh, but most of them made me cry. What was I doing a year ago? What in the world was I thinking? Why did I treat you that way? I knew it was too late for regrets, but I was just too ashamed of myself I couldn't find the courage to continue reading on. I just wanted to say, I'm sorry, Oppa. So sorry for so many things. Sorry for being the one who taught you how to cry. Sorry for all the heartbreaks. Sorry for not cherishing you. Sorry for making you love me. 对不起长大太慢，害你遗失了我。抱歉，让你白费了这么多。。。
只有失去 才会懂得 只有懂得 才会珍惜