只能勇敢


Here you go again. The never ending insults hahahaha i love them. Love how you respect me hahahahahaha. Go on, just go on. I know I'm such a disgrace to you, I can't even smell the backside of RGS, I'm not even half the size of your other daughter, hahaha and my imperfections can go on and on. I've accepted it, that I'll never be good enough for you, never be able to fit your bill of a perfect daughter. No matter how hard I try.

But sometimes you have to know that you're not always right. You have to know that the whole family has been putting up with all your bullshit, and not the other way round. You have to know that I'm 17 and I don't deserve such treatment from you. You have to know that there're so many things I keep to myself, that you don't see, that you just assume. You have to know that I've grown strong and this will be the last time I'll ever cry my eyeballs out because of you. You have to know that I'll never appear weak before you, never again.

Ok I guess that's all you have to know. At least for now.
The fire's burning out, and my heart's turned cold, all numb, all immune.