Monday, January 16, 2012

离开的时候 有些话没亲口说
再多的承诺 未来也难预测


It's me again. Went for a freaking boring waste of money and time compulsory concert at Esplanade with the choir today. The only good thing was 1 for 1 Gelato icecream. The end. Came home with my hokkien mee infront of me, all ready to battle the night of Econs marathon. But things just have to happen, and..... here I am blogging instead of doing my work when sch's in a few hours' time.

Why the fuck am I even still affected? It's been half a fucking year. Yes, I've moved on, I did, even though you were still right here all along, buried in the deepest pit of my heart. Yet why is it that again and again, I can't control these emotions? Sudden surge of emptiness, things that remind me that you're no longer mine to care for. Makes me wonder, have I even really moved on actually? Maybe it's true, even when everything's changed, love remains the same. Love perseveres. And whether or not the pain is worth it in the end, this doesn't matter. Because in time to come, we'd all have moved on. In time to come, we'd have learnt, we'd have grown. In time to come, love'd have conquered.


你走吧,我不哭,无论多痛苦
你走吧,我不哭,就算会迷路